Wednesday, 8 June 2011

Exam stress!! >.< .

So I'm going Uni this year. And knowing the current economy expenses, things are going to be pricy. I'm really glad that I'm going this year instead of next year due to the controversial University fee rise (From £3320 to £9000 eek!) But thats a whole other rant which I will go into when I've finished my exams and have more time.

Speaking of which, are killing me, I've been going to the library everyday from 9AM till 7:45pm, and it's PACKED. Seriously. People line up outside at 8:30AM in the morning, by the time of 9:05, there is not one spare seat left in the library. It's like survival of the fittest to get a seat, and especially in the silent study, which is where you get real work done because there is no noise to distract you. Unlike the outside where it is so rowdy, you could literally hear a pin drop in the silent study.

It's now 1:30 AM in the morning and I'm pretty sure that I should probably be worried that I'm watching episodes of CSI instead of studying or more importantly sleeping (Something I'm sure all students right now are lacking.)

I just finished my 6th A-level exam today, and I have six left to go. Now to some people, like my GCSE friends, 12 exams may not seem like much. Seeing as I did 26 exams in my GCSE year, but trust me, when you're in A-level, you will realize that you think 5 exams in the period of a month is too much.

To be honest at first I was a bit bothered and worried that I had so many exams, all my friends were telling me how crazy I am; and to be frank, I was banging my head against the wall when I looked at my time table; asking myself "Why the fack are you putting yourself through all this Kae?!". But I've made my bed so I have to lie on it, and to be honest, my initial anxiety about having so many exams started to fade out a month before my first exam. And after which the following didn't seem to faze me so much. Although I do admit my Psychology paper was a total flop. But that was because I didn't bother to revise until the day of the exam. Oops.

Now that all my retakes are done, it's time to focus on my A2 ones. And honestly, it hasn't really dawned on me yet, but I think I should be worried about the fact that I'm not to bothered or worried about my exams. Save for the calculations aspect of it. Still, I wanna do well >.< Let's just hope that my confidence now doesn't backfire on me.

Oh and this is the state of my room when I come back from the library to do more study. Yay. >.<

Until next time~
Take care x
~xK