Exam stress!! >.< .

So I'm going Uni this year. And knowing the current economy expenses, things are going to be pricy. I'm really glad that I'm going this year instead of next year due to the controversial University fee rise (From £3320 to £9000 eek!) But thats a whole other rant which I will go into when I've finished my exams and have more time.

Speaking of which, are killing me, I've been going to the library everyday from 9AM till 7:45pm, and it's PACKED. Seriously. People line up outside at 8:30AM in the morning, by the time of 9:05, there is not one spare seat left in the library. It's like survival of the fittest to get a seat, and especially in the silent study, which is where you get real work done because there is no noise to distract you. Unlike the outside where it is so rowdy, you could literally hear a pin drop in the silent study.

It's now 1:30 AM in the morning and I'm pretty sure that I should probably be worried that I'm watching episodes of CSI instead of studying or more importantly sleeping (Something I'm sure all students right now are lacking.)

I just finished my 6th A-level exam today, and I have six left to go. Now to some people, like my GCSE friends, 12 exams may not seem like much. Seeing as I did 26 exams in my GCSE year, but trust me, when you're in A-level, you will realize that you think 5 exams in the period of a month is too much.

To be honest at first I was a bit bothered and worried that I had so many exams, all my friends were telling me how crazy I am; and to be frank, I was banging my head against the wall when I looked at my time table; asking myself "Why the fack are you putting yourself through all this Kae?!". But I've made my bed so I have to lie on it, and to be honest, my initial anxiety about having so many exams started to fade out a month before my first exam. And after which the following didn't seem to faze me so much. Although I do admit my Psychology paper was a total flop. But that was because I didn't bother to revise until the day of the exam. Oops.

Now that all my retakes are done, it's time to focus on my A2 ones. And honestly, it hasn't really dawned on me yet, but I think I should be worried about the fact that I'm not to bothered or worried about my exams. Save for the calculations aspect of it. Still, I wanna do well >.< Let's just hope that my confidence now doesn't backfire on me.

Oh and this is the state of my room when I come back from the library to do more study. Yay. >.<

Until next time~
Take care x
~xK

I'm Back~~

So, now that I'm back from China, and is the reason I haven't updated anything in the past... month or so, loads of have been PM-ing me, asking where I was, but don't worry people, I'm not dead. I got your PM's but China blocked Facebook, blogspot and Youtube and etc. It didnt block FF or FP but it didnt let me update anything or review or anything... Weird.

Now that I'm back, and doing A-levels. Joy.

Speaking of which.. China, even though I was spending a lot of time studing, was amazing.
I love that place. And I met my little half-brother for the first time, and spent his 3rd birthday with him. Met loads of people, had to call this 23 year old dude 'uncle', (because he was my step-mum's younger cousin) and call this squirt who was 14, which may I add is, TWO years younger than me, uncle.. Jeesh, China has too many formalities.

Food was amazing, I indulged myself with the many yummy snacks and drinks they had there. Not to mention Ice-cream. Funny, I ate so much yet I lost weight. The food is healthy yet delicious, So this is why people in Asia eat so much crap and still are skinny.

I only came back to London like... 3 days and I can feel myself getting fat again. T__T.

Anyway this is a quick update before I have to go a prepare myself for the first day of the semester tomorrow. *Sigh* I love summer.... To bad all good things come to an end.

Don't forget to comment! <3

xxPbRxx

Love me, Hate me, Kiss me, Kill me.

Hey guys, I would just like to say, my new original novel that I am working on, has been posted on FictionPress. Please go check it out, I spent a lot of time working on it and such. A lot of late night writing and planning went into this. So some constructive crit and reviews would be much appreciated. =^.^=

Here's a summary

Love Me, Hate Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me © 2009
Love me, don’t Hate me. Kiss me, before you Kill me.
Just never forget me.
By xPoisened-black-Rosesx

- SUMMARY –
She’s an underground Assassin. He’s the undercover Agent. His job is to put criminals behind bars. Her mission is to kill the triads and mafias. Different? Definitely. But they have one thing in common: Justice. But their just adolescents, young and fresh to the rest of the world, tough, dirty and experienced in the underworld.

It was his passion, to catch criminals, triads, murders and the corrupt and throw them behind bars. To protect the society. And the society adores him. Encountering her for the first time on one of his missions made him feel the she was mysterious and enchanting.

She was doing fine; killing drug lords, mafia, serial killers and the corrupt. She believes she’s ridding the world of these evil-doers and bringing justice to the citizens. And the citizens love her. Encountering him on a mission made her feel he was captivating and perplexing.

The encounter by chance made them want to meet each other again. But wondering if they ever can. But they will. And all too soon.

Notorious for the poison on her sharp weapons, swift precision of her moves when targeting her opponents and leaving a silver disk in the shape of a butterfly on remains of her targets as a symbol.

Renowned for riding his bike faster than a bullet at night, his headlights flashing past like lightning. His guns and the accuracy. Leaving a metal card in a form of a cobalt dragon as a sign. when dumping the criminals in front of high profile security prisons.

He believes she just like any other murderer. She believes that just locking them away isn’t enough. His assignment is to stop her. And her mission is to prevent that.

Too bad they’ve fallen in love and only realized that their worst nightmare was when they both

collided.

So. How'd you guys find it? Please check it out and review. And some constructive crit. The Prologue is also in that chapter as well. And I have the first chapter on it's way.

I'll be getting back to writing my fanfictions shortly, but in the mean time. Please Check out my new original story. <3

Heres the Link: http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2695081/1/Love_me_Hate_me_Kiss_me_Kill_me

xxPbRxx

I finally finished ALL my exams.

YEAH BABIES!! I finished ALL my 26 exams! Yay. Me and my friends were screaming in happiness after we left the examination hall. Finally, no more school for THREE MONTHS!!

Feels like....Freedom.

I Wish. My freedom only lasts 2 weeks before, as I said, father dearest is taking me to China. Yes. For 2 months-ish. I know most people will be like "But what are you complaining about? At least your going somewhere!" Yes. I am. And thats not the best part. Yup, for those of you who haven't yet read my previous post, I'm being shipped off to China to study....MATHS. Eugh... *Shudder.* In preparation for A-levels. Of course. Like any other typical Asian.

Best part of it all. Studying! I mean, what greater way to spend my three month holiday than solving uber challenging mathematical and scientific equations?

Yay.

Note the sarcasim in that again.

My deputy-head decided to scare me by saying it's even harder than learning a degree. My A-level friends hence decided to scare me even more and said I'm gonna die because its so hard and stressful.

Gee thanks.

On a brighter note, I'm not gonna be studing 24/7 so. China = High tech stuff, Cute stuff= cheap, super cute clothes which probably wont fit me (People in East Asia are UBER Skinny) and All the yummy food. Which means I'm gonna gain more weight T__T.

AND the best thing. I get to write more. YAY! But curses this writers block. Dammit. So therefore, I'm turing to writing original fictions.

Anyway. To the peeps who are off from school. Enjoy your holidays while I... Yh...

Bye, and Please comment~ <3

xxPbRxx

My Friend says shes gonna kill me...

*Sigh*

Yes, just as the title says, my friend, who just recently read my 'Harry Potter' Fanfic 'Stuck with you' says she's gonna kill me. There is good news and bad news. Good news is she LOVES it, which is great. Bad news is she's gonna kill me if I don't hurry up and update it. She's like 'HURRY UP AND UPDATE DAMMIT!- You put it to the climax and they kiss and then you just END it there? On a CLIFFHANGER?! How EVIL are YOU!?' -- Yes, she is very mad at me.

But! I still have my last exam. Which is on the 18th of June. This Thursday. I shall be posting up a chapter after that. When? I don't know. Sorry, yes, I know, I have a list of people who want to kill me right now but I don't have any IDEAS! I'm in writers block mode. =[. Help? But don't kill me! Who's gonna update the fic if I'm dead? =3

As for my Teen Titans Fics. I might just concentrate on one fic at a time. So I might just concentrate on 'I promised I wouldn't love you' or 'High School Story: Spring'...I'm not sure. We'll see. Speaking of HSS:S, I still need a title. So anyone have any suggestions? Put an idea into the comment box. =]

Ahh...Yesh, it is nearly holidays and then I'M FREE!! Yay!

I wish.

After my exams, I 'supposidly' have a 3-month vacation. Now, to most people that'd be AMAZING, no school for 3- MONTHS!! And I'm going to CHINA! How much more freedom can one ask for? But nope, not for me because going to China isn't the only fun thing I'm doing. My dads taking me there to study MATHS and prepare for Maths A-levels. And thats not the best part. I'm going to be studing everyday!

Joy.

Note the sarcasim. Well, what can you expect from Asian parents. But then again. At least I'm going to somewhere. It'd probably do me good in the future. ¬¬''

Anyway. I'm off to prepare for my last exam and battle the writer's block. You guys enjoy your holidays. Don't forget to comment! ~<3

xxPbRxx

Half- Term and GCSE's

Hello fellow people, so it has come to the half-term, a 11 day short break. Well most students may be happy, It also means that its a break from the exams and school, but alas! These pleasurable little breaks are no longer breathers for us students in the UK above the age of 16, these are CRAM sessions, i.e cramming every last bit of information from any of my 14 subjects into your head. *Sigh*, among this 11 day break, it was the MCM expo! And some of my friends decided to abort the idea of making use of these days to revise for these important exams and went, Ahhh Wish I could go, oh well, theres always next year. Dammit. =[.

I have exams everyday of the week until June 11th, and a week where I have 2 exams a day all week..and a week's break before I have my last exam where my last exam is June 18th, which means I go abroad a week late..Stupid exam timetable, I realized that this all may just be a conspiracy made by the goverenment to torture us teens and make our life very inconvient.*sigh* We live in such a corrupt society nowadays... The only thing I can look forward to is the 2-3 month Loooong summer holiday after the exams where we older years get to leave school early for the holidays after exams....FREEDOM!!! I wish, then in september, I shall start my 'A-levels' and be sucked deep in a world of studying 24/7 again. TT~TT

C'est la vie.

I realized on the last official day for year 11's to go on study leave where about 200 or so 16 year old girls were brawling after the leavers assembly, not including me. Then they realized they were still going to see each other for exams, but I guess it's because of the 5-year-bond we've had since year 7. Still its bittersweet..

Oh By the way, If you found this through FanFiction.net then you guys should know that I'm probably gonna put all my fics and originals on hiatus indefinatly until after June 18th, my last exam, I know alot of you want me to hurry up and put the next chapter for HSS:S, SWY and FS, but I have no time to write at the moment, but I promise to post a new chappie of either fics a week after June 18th at most <3.

Hope you guys are relatively less stressed then me and good luck to anyone who has exams.

xxPbRxx

I've got nothing better to do with my life because of ICT. I best get extra marks for this sir.

This is my first entry of a blog on this website just for the sake of ICT GCSE.

Hows this for effort sir?

Well. This blog is orginally opened a long time ago but I never had enough time to actually get around to post anything until my ICT project included a part about blogs.

But I shall be putting more stuff up here after a while so yh...but I'm a busy person.l

xPbRx

P.s. Your not invited sir.